My mother and my father both told me within 24 hours of each other that I need to ‘look after myself better’. In those exact words. You cannot realise the uncanniness of this until you understand that my parents do not speak to each other and on the rare instances that they do, it’s only to hurl abuse in each other’s direction. Maybe it’s the universe’s way of telling me that I need to actually pay attention to myself.

There’s been alot going on. My best friend’s boyfriend is currently incarcerated for a crime that he only partially comitted. This has taken a huge toll on my friend. She’s lost her support system, the person who pays the rent for the house she lives in and HER BOYFRIEND, which is a really difficult thing to have to experience. I’ve tried as much as I can to step up for her and help her out as much as I can. Plus I’ve only recently started a new job & for the first week, I worked about 57 hours. So it’s been a strange couple of weeks.

I’m currently sick with Gastroenteridis though I’m dosed up enough to not have to actually FEEL the symptoms of my illness. My registration for my car is becoming closer and closer and rather than spend 1500$ getting it fixed and registered, I’m going to spend 150$ getting a new safety rail and then selling it to whoever will have it for 500$. I ran into another car yesterday, and then drove off and laughed about it. I am so far out of my own conscious I don’t even know what’s going on around me half the time.